tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-74513132011-04-22T13:02:53.286+08:00i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.comBlogger541100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1165503390285695072006-12-07T22:54:00.000+08:002006-12-07T22:56:30.300+08:00i need to run<br />but i dont know where to run to<br />tired<br />get it?<br />gimme a break<br />just stop it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-116550339028569507?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1150907214256691602006-06-22T00:02:00.000+08:002006-06-22T00:26:54.283+08:00hEy.<br />its 12am aLrd.hAa.<br />220606<br />its my sweet sixteen aLrd.<br />but i dont fEeL the ecstacy<br />nvm.<br />I went to church camp.<br />it was rather fun<br />though there were many BGRs<br />i came home happy..<br /><br />I knew so many other ppL..<br />ppL like AJ.hAa.<br />i aLways thought of him..<br />as an irritant.an act cOoL<br />but i guess he is more than just that<br /><br />then there's josiah<br />hEy..ppL say i crush him okay..<br />did i?hAa.cant rmb aLrd.<br />its just a camp thing.<br />crushes are temporary..<br /><br />there's steph<br />reaLi am not sure whats gg on<br />her mind is confused<br />she is just young<br />with erm 4 ppL racing<br />on the horse?..hEe.<br /><br />there's darren<br />cheryL's bro..<br />he's cOoL.bLOody smart<br />funny and fun in his ways..<br />aLways teasing me man.<br /><br />there's gLadwin<br />i knew him since 2004's camp<br />but we didnt taLk <br />so i guess it was one step cLoser<br /><br />there's mabeL<br />been enemies with her for a whiLe<br />i guess<br />now we have cLeared the air<br />it fEeLs much better<br /><br />there's joshua<br />erm..damn nerd<br />teresa crushed him.n deborah<br />muahahAa.she's darn funny<br />he gave me long speeches<br />aLL abt the triangLe thing<br />that's crap..or not?<br /><br />there's marcus<br />other than the last yr incident<br />he's veh nice<br />a mummy's boy..man.grow up<br />we pLayed DOTA together k?<br />now that's crap<br /><br />and after the camp, i knew more<br />ppL like david..<br />hAa..he fetched me and steph home<br />he's nice.<br /><br />this hoLidays was a bunch of crap<br />went to church<br />went for a great worship service<br />went to teresa's hse twice to study<br />basicaLLy<br />i was in no mOod for others<br />but sometimes it can be quite disappointing<br />esp when..arh.nvm.<br /><br />though i know none of them wiLL read this<br />stiLL <br />i want the Lord to be my witness<br />that's aLL<br /><br />The Good Lord BLess and keep aLL of my dEars and friends and famiLies...<br /><br />want to know my birthday wish..<br />i have bareLy thought of it yet.<br />anyway<br />i wiLL update someday..eLse..<br />hAa..goodnight <br /><br />*cheerio<br />P.S.if ur reading this..teLL me okay?<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-115090721425669160?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1145186318465766332006-04-16T19:01:00.000+08:002006-04-16T19:18:41.336+08:00did i left him speechLess or what?<br />i don't know<br />fLings suck<br />i am never ever pLanning anyone of these<br />let me teLL you what happened then<br /><br />hmm<br />it was sunday<br />we had pLanned to meet<br />i mean<br />i had no intention at aLL<br />he was tOo rash<br />i was tOo<br />haih<br />what am i saying here<br />this aint any big deaL<br />accrording to my tim<br />he said "its no big deaL"<br />man..<br />i shLd just listen to him<br />whats wrong with me man?<br /><br />its nothing<br />he just kissed me on the cheek<br />made me feeL speciaL for..<br />20 minutes?<br />hAa..cOoL<br />i wiL make sure he gets it<br />its so like<br />meant to be<br />i am sure you get what i mean<br /><br />seriousLy i hope no one is reading this<br />but if YOU are reading,<br />teLL me<br />at least i know who my audience is<br />hAa.in fact, i wLd rather keep it low <br />yEah dats it!<br /><br />i wiLL add another pic<br />its cOoL.<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4885/459/1600/th1.jpg"><img style="display:block; margin:0px auto 10px; text-align:center;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4885/459/320/th1.jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br /><br />a fLing<br />its just a fLing<br />and moreover<br />it's over<br />so<br />i shLd just concentrate on the <br />REVENGE<br />church camp!<br />i am counting on it!<br /><br />hAa.*laughs*<br /><br />*cheerio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-114518631846576633?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1144853613452035102006-04-12T22:36:00.000+08:002006-04-12T22:53:33.510+08:00i feeL terribLe<br />i reaLy mean it<br />if onLy i couLd turn back time<br />i wouLd have "STOPPED"<br />but no, things don't go the way i want it to<br />since when the worLd revoLved around me<br />i mean *he won't understand<br />*he never wiLL<br />i have never bLogged about him<br />so here goes..<br /><br />i reaLy have something against fLings<br />i asked laura how she wouLd react<br />she said she had her doubts<br />her doubts about her dEar *him<br />i reaLy have the same taste as her<br />i mean<br />she tOo likes tim,and adriano?<br />hmm..anyway<br />we kind of share the same interests<br /><br />back to square one<br />i reaLy hope he read this<br />i mean<br />i hope nobody wiLL<br />but the thought of this<br />going on the most prominent pLace<br />i am aLmost satisfied<br />its aLmost of a court case<br />i am bringing you to the pubLic<br />don't regret<br /><br />i may say so<br />but what is with me<br />what is with aLL those fLings<br />i reaLy had enough<br />its nice to know *he liked me before<br />or was it a lie?<br />i reaLy have no idea<br />i hope my deductions are true<br />this time<br />i am having it my way<br />i so swear to God that i am making him pay<br />Thank you for putting me up<br />then throwing me down<br />i reaLy didnt need it<br />hah<br />i experienced the most<br />most rendering 20 minutes of my life<br />it was sweet,<br />yet disastrous<br />with the speLL of troubLe<br /><br />*he toLd me: "actuaLy i was just pLaying with you wan larh."<br />okay<br />that went weLL..for him<br />for me, its the sound of a smashing gLass<br /><a href="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4885/459/1600/hurh...jpg"><img style="float:right; margin:0 0 10px 10px;cursor:pointer; cursor:hand;" src="http://photos1.blogger.com/blogger/4885/459/320/hurh...jpg" border="0" alt="" /></a><br /><br />here's a side view of him<br />i kind of love it<br />then again<br />its hatred<br />and many more<br />its cooL<br />when he finaLy grows up<br />and hopefuLy mature<br />he wiLL reaLise<br />that its reaLy GAME OVER<br /><br />*cheerio<br /><br />more coming...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-114485361345203510?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1140446370982567712006-02-20T21:39:00.000+08:002006-02-20T22:39:31.023+08:00reaLLy.<br />you wouLd never have guessed what i went through<br />on friday night,<br />i was super sLeepy <br />and extremeLy tired<br />that i couLd sLeep the whoLe night off.<br />but i had determined to do my studies.<br />so i did.<br /><br />at around 10 pLus,<br />a phonecaLL from dad came<br />he asked me to contact maLaysia<br />and teLL them our chinese names<br />i did tOo..<br />asking jie what was going on..<br />jie toLd me that maybe ah ma died<br />and true enough<br />she had passed away at 9pm on 170206<br /><br />i went to pack my things ready for study there<br />and aLso my cLothes<br />we sLept late at 3am<br />the next morning was a buzz<br />we rushed so much <br />that i wasnt in time for a bath<br />it was reaLLy unpLeasant <br />but however..<br />a journey was beginning<br />went on the bus..<br />fetched from puduraya<br />reaching at the house<br />aLL covered up..<br />ah ma was not in the coffin yet<br /><br />went to change to this bLue thingy<br />didnt had the idea of praying<br />but as a christian<br />i tOo had to go for rituaLs<br />haLf-heartedLy<br />that day,<br />we had cLose to five rituaLs<br />of what seemed to last for hours<br />i didnt foLd paper but heLped to coLLect them<br />then after aLL was done<br />peopLe left at around 12?<br />i reaLLy didnt take note of the time<br />then we continued<br />eng said she wouLd return<br />and we wouLd chat aLL night long<br />aik aLso agreed..<br />but it onLy turned out that aik came back<br /><br />jie sLept earLy<br />aLong with siok<br />i was downstairs<br />with hui n keong n aik<br />yupp<br />short forms..<br />we were chatting for a whiLe <br />eagerLy waiting for eng<br />but she didnt answer my phone <br />and went to bed<br />so we chatted the whoLe night<br />went to entertain soon<br /><br />he was with this girL <br />whose car broke down<br />and asked aik to ruah there to fix<br />and so me keong n hui<br />foLLowed aik<br />and just wasted time<br />didnt manage to finish<br /><br />so had tea<br />taLked with aik<br />whOoh.<br />it was the first time<br />reaLLy<br />aLL the time he was with his gf<br />i reaLLy couLdnt find him<br />we taLked long<br />and went back taLking again<br />they had this joke about gardenia<br />which kept them laughing for long<br /><br />then decided to sLeep<br />went into the car to<br />didnt open the window much<br />and it was squeezy<br />then i couLd onLy sLeepfor a whiLe<br />before keong started to snore<br />then i thought it was okay for everyone<br />so don't be that extra<br />went to sLeep<br />heard aik going out<br />so i aLso went out with him <br />and we continued to taLk again<br />then saw the sky was nice<br />toLd him<br />thought he wouLdnt be interested<br />he even took photo of it<br />hAa.cooL.<br />then heard music from his phone<br /><br />then he toLd me that <br />it wouLd be nice <br />if we went to pLay bbaLL<br />and come back to bathe<br />before continueing the rituaLs<br />cos we were tOo tired<br />so i went to caLL keong<br />and we headed to pLay<br />i n keong one team<br />aik n soon the other<br />they were nice abt it<br />cos i was a girL<br /><br />we won okay<br />i was damn rough<br />n that stupid soon<br />kept protruding his butt<br />stupid man<br />then went back to bathe<br />continued prayers<br />just that it was hotter<br /><br />went to see ah ma<br />and i guess everyone cried<br />it was like<br />no more ah ma<br />every time i go kL<br />i was bound to see her<br />but now<br />no more<br />i stiLL peer into the room<br />but see an empty bed<br />haih<br />life's short<br />tOo short for me<br /><br />aik was kind of hostiLe after that<br />then we went to the grave<br />and saw my ah kong<br />it was a rough ride there<br />and a tough waLk up<br />then we went home<br />and i had powder bath<br />went to bed<br />not officiaLLy<br />just waiting for aik n eng<br />but they didnt come <br />instead soon came<br /><br />we went for dinner<br />this pLace where i feLt like sLEeping<br />they had the intention<br />to ceLebrate jie's bdae<br />yupp<br />feLt kind of extra there<br />it feLt like jie was great<br />i was insignificant<br />and so<br />everything went weLL...<br />sort of smooth<br />then keong asked me to foLLow aik back<br />i did<br />and we taLked again in the car<br />i loved it<br />and i know we can never have this chance <br />ever again<br />so we taLked about birds and bees<br />cos keong picked up a caLL from a girL<br />and i didnt know<br />untiL aik toLd me<br />hAa.<br />then they force me to speak about theon<br />then on ezra<br />much on theon though<br />i was suffocated by their questions<br />then aik toLd me that <br />he wouLd teLL me sth that wouLd make me puke<br />but not on the car<br />in the end <br />he didnt teLL me aLso<br />he said i couLd ask abt his ex<br />then when keong asked <br />whether he was a virgin<br />i answered 'no'<br />hAa.i aLways feLt like that<br />he was like 'eh..'<br />then i laughed <br /><br />but it was cooL<br />at least the night ended weLL<br />went back n had my super fast bath<br />then went down<br />went to puduraya<br />went ont he bus<br />and headed home<br />it was a quick n fast ride<br />cos i was sLEeping aLL the time<br />it was fine<br /><br />i reaLy hope <br />i can do it again<br />everything went fast this time<br />but i know<br />i won't have that opportunity<br />ever again<br />at least <br />i hope not<br /><br />take care<br />*cheerio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-114044637098256771?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1138112244717097432006-01-24T21:53:00.000+08:002006-01-24T22:17:24.756+08:00i reaLy don't know what i am stucked at<br />at this point of time,<br />i wouLd rather not think of anything<br />but there's no such thing is there?<br />stuck in between<br />reLationships or studies<br />i know i am not good at either<br />but stiLL <br />studies is a safety barrier at least<br />i wun get hurt after a failed exam<br /><br />that is seriousLy whats the catch<br />everyone is exceLLing<br />i am left behind<br />looking at their backviews heLpLessLy<br />i wouLdn't want to cLing on<br />to what doesn't hoLd me<br />it's tiring<br />reaLy<br />who wouLd understand<br /><br />i don't even know what i want<br />what can i expect of others<br />i am so not an interesting person<br />i may just bore you out<br />its terribLe<br />if onLy i couLd turn back time<br />i wouLd reverse the whoLe situation<br />i wouLdn be living so loneLy<br /><br />guys aren't the remedy<br />no matter how many i know<br />it wouLdn't saLvage anything<br />one thing i am gLad about..<br />i am not living in deniaL<br />i am true about myseLf<br />when i can't resist,<br />i wiLL learn to say STOP<br />but so far,<br />it hasn't much been working<br />and i shouLd know exactLy why<br /><br />"aLL in love is fair<br />one of us wiLL lose<br />is it her or me?<br />is it me or you?<br />who's it gonna be<br />what you gonna choose<br />are you over me<br />i'm not over you"<br />S cLub's "aLL in love is fair"<br /><br />as so to say<br />i shouLd be over my shadow<br />i mean<br />life is just a pure contradiction <br />sometimes<br />its tough not to remember<br />i know<br />been there,done that<br /><br />then again<br />i wouLd rather die <br />if i had the choice<br />i wouLd<br />isn't life aLL about a pack of lies<br />i reaLy wonder<br />why the theatre business ain't doing better<br />since everyone loves to act<br /><br />"prone to wander, Lord, i feeL it<br /> prone to leave the God i love"<br /><br />~i am tired of losing the reason for living~<br /><br />*cheerio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-113811224471709743?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1135689476965967612005-12-27T21:04:00.000+08:002005-12-27T21:17:56.976+08:00is it reaLLy difficuLt to start afresh<br />i am sorry<br />i am sorry to those i have disappointed<br />i wiLL study hard<br />i wiLL make my mark<br />I want my utmost revenge<br />not onLy for myseLf<br />but for those who have bypassed me the wrong way<br /><br />sounds easier then it shouLd be done<br />I am staying neutraL<br />i don't know if its cos of that<br />but i am neutraL<br />i don't want to tempt myseLf anymore<br />i can't handLe temptations<br />if you are not going to care Less..<br />why shouLd i then?<br /><br />everytime i hear<br />is of news of your happiness<br />peopLe aLways say<br />love is a wish of happiness<br />but is it reaLi like that<br />i don't think so<br />i hate hearing that you are fine<br />i want you to suffer<br />after what i have gone through<br />yours is just..<br />a piece of cake<br /><br />fine.<br />you have got your face back<br />but i am left there<br />as nothing<br />i hate myseLf for thinking of you<br />i hate myseLf for doing these<br />and yet<br />girLs are just pure contradictions<br /><br />i believe between boys and girLs <br />there is no such thing as friendship<br />and therefore<br />my finaL verdict<br />no friendship<br />say i am mean if you must<br />i feLL too much<br />it hurts<br /><br />and maybe cos of my skin<br />i am never recovering<br />aLL those memories<br />can't just be bLown away like that<br />if you know what i mean<br />stop wasting your efforts<br />running through my mind..<br />i had enough<br />i am starting my way<br />waLking my route<br />you are history.<br />i am starting my mysteries<br />regardLess<br /><br />"yesterday is history,<br />tomorrow is a mystery,<br />today is a gift,<br />that's why it's caLLed the present."<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-113568947696596761?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1125035169427270342005-08-26T13:19:00.000+08:002005-08-26T13:46:09.433+08:00look at your sincerity<br />i don't really know if you are busy<br />and to somewhat extent <br />i wouldn't want to know<br />you could jolly well not read anymore<br />today then send me a message<br />when my last entry was like last month<br />thanks a lot larh.<br /><br />and you forever will not know what to say right?<br />what is the point of telling me then?<br />you might as well keep it to yourself<br />you don't want to say anything<br />You want to keep your peace<br />then forever be<br />I will still blog<br />but i dun think you will want to read<br />cos all i do is to scold you and all<br /><br />my anger deep within has not yet simmered<br />anyway<br />on a not so friendly part<br />i will wish you all the best<br />you are the one who made me hate you<br />but still<br />i won't really care about it now<br />it doesn't matter<br /><br />wonder how are things for you<br />it must be all a routine<br />getting really boring for you<br />there is no way i can't care<br />but deep down <br />i am just pure contradicting<br />you wouldn't even want to ask about me <br />why should i care?<br />you must be thinking<br />why am i like that<br />you can just take care<br />so i can ease off one burden<br /><br />you took so long to just remember me<br />and just pull me back<br />to somewhere i wanted to leave badly<br />you needn't need to no longer<br />i am working well<br />as for your brother<br />i will still contact him<br />which means you make me feel <br />that you are a total stranger<br /><br />thanks a lot<br />for the plight you landed me in<br />i will take it from here<br />don't blame me<br />anyway you are enjoying yourself<br />i don't believe you have nothing to say<br />but since you insist<br />i shall just accept it<br />just don't bear grudges<br />if you REALLY have no comments<br />that's all<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-112503516942727034?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1122042235642680532005-07-22T22:15:00.000+08:002005-07-22T22:23:55.653+08:00Let bygones be bygones<br />Easier said than done<br />What am I going to do?<br />I never wanted to even be in this state<br />Yet now<br />I am in it again<br /><br />What a busy week it was<br />I did not even have the time to think<br />But now<br />I am back to square one<br />I am thinking of it again<br /><br />I don’t know what is wrong with me<br />Now whatever I am writing<br />Is the truth<br />If you don’t want to believe me<br />Don’t bother reading anymore<br /><br />Firstly I want to thank you for reading<br />Though I know you are not willing to<br />It is all I force out right?<br />I am sorry<br />But I have to say it clear<br />I will on and off write things<br />If you don’t mind<br />Read them<br /><br />If you had read my diary<br />I was once a les<br />I know<br />You hate les<br />But I needed that force<br />To pull me out of it <br />You came into my life<br />Did it all and I really appreciated it<br /><br />Now you are throwing me back again<br />Into somewhere I am familiar with<br />You will never know<br />What kind of background I am from<br />As you know<br />I am from an all girls school<br />To me<br />Being les is nothing unusual or disgusting<br />I have learnt to accept it<br />And it is very normal<br /><br />I don’t know what I am doing now<br />I actually wanted to show you my diary<br />But I guess<br />Our paths will NEVER meet ever again<br />At least<br />I promise<br />So I am telling you all this and that’s it<br /><br />I don’t like betrayal<br />Whether you like it or not<br />I have taken that you betrayed me<br />I will never forgive you<br />I never will<br />That is precisely why I am uncertain<br />What am I doing now?<br />If you say you don’t deserve this<br />Then you are right<br /><br />I like competitions in relationships<br />This all goes to say that I liked you <br />All because I wanted to challenge Jeanne <br />I successfully did it<br />Because you gave me the chance<br />The competition word<br />When can you ever get it?<br />The people I would choose to like<br />Is normally all those that are liked<br />By the people I hate<br />And Jeanne is one of them<br /><br />So now<br />I don’t know if I really liked you<br />In the first place<br />If you don’t believe<br />I really can’t do anything<br />All I ask if<br />That you have felt anything from me<br />Any real feelings from me<br />Or you think I have been acting it<br />Please tell me<br /><br />I really need to know<br />You will never know how much it concerns me<br />But if you felt anything<br />Tell me<br />Because the effects you caused<br />Are DRASTIC<br />Never mind you’ll never get it<br />If not<br />You would not even misunderstand me<br /><br />I have never pitied you<br />And you could said I have<br />You could not trust me<br />You never could<br />If you think like that<br />Then you can zi sheng zi mie <br />With Angeline<br />Let’s see if you will ever make it<br /><br /><br />Enough said<br />You may not even have read it<br />Like usual<br />I hope you tell me you have read<br />And answer my question as well<br />If you can<br />I know you are busy<br />But it really won’t take long<br /><br />Thanx<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-112204223564268053?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1121607875270111552005-07-17T21:42:00.000+08:002005-07-17T21:44:35.270+08:00This entry is an entry<br />It is not for anyone in particular<br />I hope you understand<br /><br />I knew it<br />I had to send an invitation<br />If not who would even bother<br />I don’t want to sound mean<br />But I really have no choice<br />The thought of it is pushing me<br />Into somewhere I don’t belong<br /><br />To tell you the truth<br />I have ignore that message<br />I have made a promise to myself<br />To never ever make another mistake<br />You could jolly well take me as your friend<br />But to me<br />You are not a friend<br />If you know what I mean<br /><br />My promise to myself <br />Is to not have direct contact with you<br />I thought that was final<br />It was not as easy as I had thought<br />But at least now I will not feel so bad<br />To do what I am doing now<br />I am having no direct contact<br />You could have a choice not to read <br />But that was not my purpose<br /><br />Please go through my words carefully<br />Don’t make a second mistake<br />By misunderstanding me <br />Time and time again<br />I know what I am doing now is foolish<br />But if you found out<br />It was since my birthday<br />My last message that I have decided<br /><br />My decision was wavering<br />But at least I know now<br />I have told you what I have thought<br />I should just be honest<br /><br />I have been going through your friendster stuff <br />I have been checking on you<br />I have been recording your friend’s names<br />I have been adding your friends<br />I have been writing another account of that night<br />Moreover with my left hand<br />I have been so stupid<br />I have been doing it<br />For the past half a year<br /><br />You said we could be friends<br />But even being friends<br />Need mutual understanding<br />But the reason we broke up<br />Is cos we lack understanding<br />What are you really proposing?<br /><br />I am at crossroads, lost<br />I am not asking for anything<br />I don’t even know what I want<br />I am so useless<br />Till this day<br />I cannot forget<br />I am sorry if I have disrupted you<br />Checking on you and all<br />Is really not my desire<br />And not in my control<br /><br />Do what you think is best<br />For both me and you<br />You have my password<br />I won’t force<br />Never mind<br />If you have missed out anything<br />Read this entry again<br />I don’t want misunderstandings anymore<br />Please<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-112160787527011155?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1121607594605769172005-07-17T21:35:00.000+08:002005-07-17T21:39:54.616+08:00<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-112160759460576917?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1120055799405207752005-06-29T22:06:00.000+08:002005-06-29T22:36:39.440+08:00how small can the world get<br />i m listening to this now<br />n it's exactly what i am thinking<br /><br />even though i pretend that i moved on<br />you'll alwaes be my baby<br />i never found the words to say<br />you are the one i think about each day<br />no matter where life takes me to<br />a part of me will always be with you<br />some where in my memory<br />i've lost the sense of time<br />there's no use looking back <br />oh what a real<br />how it should be the way<br />how wrong of you<br />cos yesterday is what fills my mind<br />all this i know but still i cant find ways to let you go<br />you will always be the one you know i won't forget<br />no matter how much i try and try i just cant say goodbye<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-112005579940520775?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1119711873213572692005-06-25T22:52:00.000+08:002005-06-25T23:04:33.270+08:00i am taking things just fine<br />it really could have been worst<br />i don't know if you are still reading<br />but there are still misunderstandings<br /><br />i just cant stand the thought<br />of u cheating and lying behind my back<br />i trusted you so much<br />and you betrayed it<br />you know what you did<br />i need not explain further<br /><br />it is nice to know you are fine<br />but with the gurl i totally deny<br />i trusted you<br />i really did<br />why cant you just turn back and look<br />there are many wonderful memories<br />you could have took<br /><br />i am sorry to drag the relationship<br />you just refused to tell me anything<br />the geographical distance is torturing<br />yet you just have to rub into it<br />i really didn need that<br />why must you do it<br /><br />you made me say that bye<br />you made me give up on you<br />what are you actually thinking<br />how deep was your love then<br />maybe i shouldn probe<br />but at least do as you are told<br /><br />you told me you wanted to be friends<br />then why the cold stares <br />why the avoiding<br />it's hurting<br />you just don't know<br />i cant allow you to just leave like that<br />you have to clear up your mess<br />i am not doing anything anymore<br />but i know<br />i am waiting for nothing<br /><br />you have your own life<br />you will not even bother about me<br />let alone to read this<br />enough said<br />i have already let go<br />you go ahead and have it your way<br />maybe you didnt understand<br />it's my turn<br />bye<br /><br />you taught me this<br />bye means bye<br />that's it<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-111971187321357269?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1115390487922983272005-05-06T22:28:00.000+08:002005-05-06T22:41:27.950+08:00look. it's long ever since<br />i still cannot forget<br />the tyme taken is far too long<br />it is getting late<br />i am going home<br />but how am i going to go.<br /><br />i have lost my way<br />i cannot turn back<br />i no longer hold the smiles i see<br />it's the part that hurts<br />it's the tears that cannot holdback<br />it's the tyme now gone<br />it's the pressure preesing me<br /><br />impossible to believe<br />i am already in my holiday mood<br />it's real weird alright<br />it's just the beginning of May<br />the things that happened in the sleepover<br />rings like yesterday<br />i cannot forget whatever gone through<br />though it brings back tired smiles<br />it still gives the chills<br />the hurts that kills<br /><br />look.one more month<br />just that one more month<br />i am growing one year older<br />soon.i hope<br />my wish will be that <br />my someone will understand<br />and for me to get real in studies<br />and to mature in my thinking<br />yea..dats all<br /><br />cheerio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-111539048792298327?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1112020023020036342005-03-28T22:14:00.000+08:002005-03-28T22:27:03.023+08:00i really do not know what to do<br />lost in a world of fantasy<br />i have my difficulties<br />i too have my own troubles<br />i am letting everything go<br />starting everything afresh<br />though it has been bitter<br />how rough could it be<br />i am hanging there<br />i will<br /><br />don't let me be the burden<br />even if i am not defined as one<br />i don't want to weigh anyone<br />people too are burdened<br />just let our lives be happy okay?<br />let us be the one<br />the one that will last<br />though it will be tough<br />there will be provenance somehow<br />don't weary<br />the battle has yet to be won<br />please don't give up<br />there is still a long way to go<br /><br />i am not being draggy down here<br />in fact<br />i am not the kind that will do such things<br />i have enough confidence to suffice<br />it really depends on it<br />so long as you believe<br />the mystery of faith will amaze you<br />it is that scary<br />if only it could be proven<br /><br />my sad days are over<br />i am looking forward<br />i am thriving for the best<br />i am going on<br />forgetting what lies behind<br />setting my heart on my goal<br />always keeping my eyes on Lord Jesus<br />laying down every sin that would seek to hinder<br />and be faithful<br />we will be kept from falling<br />if *you just believe<br />everything will be over<br />the sadness and tears gone with the wind<br />the sorrows and fears demolished<br />and till the end<br />it will be happiness<br />trust me...<br /><br />ilu.<br />*cheerio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-111202002302003634?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1111677502754449562005-03-24T22:41:00.001+08:002005-03-24T23:18:22.756+08:00*Trying to erase memories of the one you love <br />Is like trying to sketch faded memories you <br />never witnessed yourself.*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-111167750275444956?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1111677101793840712005-03-24T22:41:00.000+08:002005-03-24T23:11:41.796+08:00Won’t you Lord <br />Take a look at our hands<br />Everything we have<br />Use it for your plan<br /><br />Won’t you Lord<br />Take a look at our hearts<br />Mould it refine it<br />As you set us apart <br /><br />We want to run to the alter<br />And catch the fire<br />To stand in the depths<br />Between the living and the dead<br /><br />Give us a heart of compassion<br />For a world without vision<br />We will make a difference <br />Bringing hope to our land<br /><br />Jesus Christ<br />I think upon your sacrifice <br />You became nothing<br />Poured out to death<br />Many times<br />I’ve wondered at your gift of life<br />And I’m full of praise once again<br />And I’m in that place once again<br /><br />And once again I look upon the cross where you died<br />I’m humbled by your mercy and I’m broken inside<br />Once again I thank you<br />Once again I pour out my life<br /><br />Now you are exalted in the highest place<br />King of the heavens where one day I’ll bow<br />But for now I marvel at this saving words<br />And I’m full of praise once again <br />And I’m full of praise once again <br /><br />Look at me<br />Nothing but a body without it's soul<br />Did maundy thursday relate?<br />It was almost like meant to be<br /><br />Whatever i said<br />he will never understand<br />but instead expect me to understand <br />something he did not even tell me<br />i won't care<br />even if i break his heart<br />he just brought it upon himself<br />how could i even allow him to regret<br />and made this mistake twice<br />and now<br />it's gone<br />i don't think i want to revive it anymore<br />its over<br /><br />whad is left is my shell<br />in which inside are pieces<br />pieces of memories<br />whad is all this love about<br />i guess<br />i will never be able to understand<br />it's the first that hurts<br />now i understand why<br />nope<br />i am not dismay<br />just disappointed<br />God willed everything out<br />but he had to destroy it<br /><br />wo hai zai yuan di ta bu<br />bu guo ta yi jing li wo er qu<br />hou hui you qi<br />wo bu hui wei ni <br />zuo ren he shi le<br />wo dui ni<br />che di shi wang<br />wu ti tou di<br />san ge zi<br />dui bu qi<br />wo wu fa wan hui<br />jie shu le<br /><br />*cheerio<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-111167710179384071?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1110625223562399772005-03-12T18:53:00.000+08:002005-03-12T19:00:23.566+08:00Hey<br />I dread this kind of things<br />I actually told myself I would not want to blog anymore<br />I really don’t want anyone to know me<br />I just want to be my anonymous self<br />Don’t give me pressure<br />I really regret and don’t even know if I did the right thing<br />Please don’t make me turn heartless<br />Look at me<br />I am really turning mean<br />What do *you want from me<br /><br />Your words meant a lot<br />My happiness and sorrows <br />In *you control<br />*You have such great responsibility<br />How can *you mistreat my trust?<br /><br />Why can’t *you sense what I feel?<br />Why is it that <br />I am frustrated by just this alone<br />Your ignorance caused so much trouble<br />How can *you not know<br />If *you are going to be sad after reading this<br />I am sorry again<br />I promised to patch with *you<br />And I will stick to my promise<br />I just want you to really search your heart<br />Don’t let that mere curiosity get *you <br />I am disappointed in *you<br />For not understanding me<br /><br />I really want to close my eyes<br />And reverse everything<br />14th March<br />Its coming<br />Make sure *you have made your right choice<br />I don’t want to regret anything<br />Neither do I want *you to<br />Please don’t give yourself false hope<br />Don’t question my trust <br />I deeply think that it will last<br />If *you just know me more<br />If *you just understand me<br />Can *you do it?<br /><br />If *you can<br />I really hope *you blog back and give me a reply<br />Please understand<br />So please study hard<br />Please<br />I really have much to ask from *you<br />Maybe *you are right<br />I am too demanding<br />Maybe…<br /><br />*Trying to erase memories of the one you love <br />Is like trying to sketch faded memories you <br />never witnessed yourself.*<br /><br /><br /> *We’ll make it through and <br /> I hope you are the one <br /> I share my life with.<br /> And I wish that you could<br /> Be the one I die with <br /> And I am praying you are the one<br /> I build my home with<br /> I hope I would love you all my life<br /> I don’t want to run away<br /> But I can’t take it<br /> I don’t understand<br /> If I’m not made for you then<br /> Why does my heart tell me that I am<br /> Is there anyway that I can <br /> Stay in your arms<br /> Cause I miss you<br /> Body and soul so strong<br /> That it takes my breath away<br /> And I bring you<br /> Into my heart and pray<br /> For the strength to stand today<br /> Cause I love you<br /> Whether it is wrong or right<br /> Though I can’t be with you tonight<br /> And you know that<br /> My heart is by your side*<br /><br /><br />Cheerio.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-111062522356239977?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1109343608753856712005-02-25T22:39:00.000+08:002005-02-25T23:00:08.756+08:00sorry...<br />i really don't know what i am talking about<br />don't make what i said become reality<br />there is something wrong with me<br />please don't<br /><br />i know how you feel<br />i really know<br />don't be depressed okay<br />i will be there <br />that i promise<br />i have always been<br />i really am confused<br /><br />maybe i am immature<br />maybe i am really not up to it<br />so can *you guide me?<br />*you are older<br />*you are more matured<br />*you are really leading me on<br />to something i have no idea about<br />please help me<br />maybe i can't be like *you want me to be<br />but i really hope<br />that this intense heat <br />will never ever end<br />am i asking too much<br /><br />i really want to get close <br />but patience really plays a part<br />we may just have to wait for a fast forward<br />and as for now<br />be a little bit more conservative<br /><br />really <br />i hope i can gain your understanding<br />you are probably the person<br />that can never ever argue with me<br />that can be trusted<br /><br />*you never know<br />i have really tried to defend *you<br />i really have<br />my defence brought much conflicts but though<br />i will do it<br />cos i think i can believe *you<br />no matter what happens<br />i trust *you that much<br />can *you feel it<br />can *you sense it<br />am i really that heartless<br />am i<br /><br />i must admit<br />i like *you very long<br />long enough<br />but grabbing your heart<br />is just too easy<br />don't make it seem like cinderella story<br />i really cannot take it<br />life is not that smooth<br />it can never be<br />i really hope *you can share with me<br />your woes, your cares<br />bring it on<br />i will reconsider...<br /><br />still i am very happy today<br />because i placed a burden down<br />today i apologised to someone<br />she was nice about it<br />played with her basketball<br />just feel very eased<br />too many misunderstandings<br />i really hope it's resolved<br />i want to have a good friend<br />and i believe she can be one<br />i hope she can give me a chance<br />cos we have never been good friends<br /><br />yepz... <br />=]<br />i love *you<br />cheerio =)<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110934360875385671?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1109342169363022102005-02-25T22:17:00.000+08:002005-02-25T22:36:09.366+08:00Haven’t been blogging for some time<br />don't really know what has got into me.<br />i really don't seem to have the concentration<br /><br />maybe we have not spent enough time<br />maybe we have that distance problem<br />maybe i just cannot figure your mind<br />maybe i just cannot find the time<br />maybe it's just my side of view<br /><br />so many maybes are overcrowding my mind<br />what has happened to me<br />what has happened to us<br />i am not that eager anymore<br />i have totally no intention to reject<br />i just am not experienced in this<br />i just find no way out<br />i don't want to say<br />but i cannot pretend this problem does not exist<br />we are drifting apart <br />i believe *you can feel it<br /><br />the intense heat of the fireworks has just ended<br />is it really the end<br />why can't i find anymore motivation<br /><br />i am so sorry if this is much of a distraction<br />but i really cannot take it anymore<br />so i must say<br />i want to be with *you<br />my dreams really never lack *you<br />its just that <br />we really need a break<br />i don't know<br /><br />maybe that's not the final resolution<br />it's not that *you don't give enough<br />it's i don't know what to do<br /><br />in fact i really hope *you can concentrate<br />there are many things to be pursued<br />by through all<br />*you are suppose to prioritise everything<br /><br />*you are my light in the dark<br />*you are the one i can trust<br />*you are the one who listens<br />*you are the one i love<br />*you are the path i want to pass<br />*you are my source of happiness<br />in other words <br />i cannot live without *you<br />in other words<br />*you are already a part of me<br />in other words<br />even if *you leave me<br />i will still be stupidly clinging on<br />in other words<br />please don't be upset<br /><br />i don't mean break up<br />i really don't<br />i believe there is still a way<br />i believe<br />will *you want to believe with me<br /><br />*you are not alone<br />*you are never alone<br />i will be there when *you need me<br />i promise<br /><br />if *you have read<br />please tell me what *you feel<br />i don't want you to keep quiet<br />reply me<br />don't ignore<br />ignorance is not bliss<br />tell me how *you feel<br />i really want to know<br />*hugs*<br /><br />cheerio.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110934216936302210?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1108182444685989842005-02-12T12:23:00.000+08:002005-02-12T12:27:24.686+08:00I happen to see this poem,<br />and thought of dedicating it to you,<br />so here it is,<br />I love you so deeply,<br />I love you so much,<br />I love the sound of your voice<br />And the way that we touch.<br />I love your warm smile<br />And your kind, thoughtful way,<br />The joy that you bring<br />To my life every day.<br />I love you today<br />As I have from the start,<br />And I'll love you forever<br />With all of my heart.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110818244468598984?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1107793055425744732005-02-08T01:07:00.000+08:002005-02-08T00:17:35.426+08:00Love. <br />An expression from the heart. <br />Different languages speak as one. <br />Even though worlds apart. <br />Our hearts beat as one. <br /> <br />---------- <br /> <br />Two ignorant monsters <br />have nothing yet in common <br />thrive to see the world go round <br />to have a taste of love abound <br />Yet thus this far <br />they have yet to find <br />Love isn't something that is blind <br />Between infatuation and real love <br />What will be your choice above <br />Choose wisely for you have yet to know <br />One wrong move and it's end of the show <br /> <br />---------- <br /> <br />i am sorry for being such a fool. <br />So much misunderstandings between us <br />made nothing but trouble <br />the one common enemy we must go against <br />is the one that is near *you <br />if you get what i mean <br />i can confidently tell *you <br />i will never believe him again <br />never will i ever <br />if it means having a cold war with *you <br />then i would rather not <br />if i ever do it again <br />i may need your patient guidance <br />to clear my doubts <br />and ease me from fears. <br />thank *you <br />for everything <br />that *you have done. <br /> <br />Your sacrifices are clear as crystal <br />rest assured i will ever doubt *you again <br />bear in mind i will never leave *you <br />kae. <br />ilu. <br /> <br />cheerio. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110779305542574473?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1107686369144136532005-02-06T18:35:00.000+08:002005-02-06T18:39:29.143+08:00Now I am really left speechless. <br />Whad has happened to me. <br />Since when have this life of mine been sour. <br />I do not want to blame anyone. <br />If they were to be blamed, <br />Whad about me. <br />I don’t know what to do. <br />I just have to count my blessings. <br /> <br />This week cropped up with many things. <br />Unhappy things especially. <br />I don’t blame *you for this misery. <br />Blame it on fate instead. <br />Why is it everytime I want to say something, <br />It never gets across. <br />Bickering over the slightest things. <br /> <br />I believe *you. <br />Who says I don’t. <br />Just that. Why must you put it to test. <br />I have faith in *you. <br />Vice-versa. <br />*You don’t have faith in me. <br /> <br />I believe our misunderstandings <br />Drifted us far as far can be <br />I don’t enjoy the moments <br />Not even the least bit. <br />Whads with *you on that side <br />Is it really difficult to accommodate me <br /> <br />Don’t tell me about my family <br />Don’t tell me about my sister <br />Don’t tell me about my wrongdoings <br />Don’t tell me *your complaints <br />*I don’t want to know <br /> If you’re playing me <br /> Keep it all alone <br /> Cos’ my heart can’t take it anymore* <br /> <br />In fact <br />I too had quite a hard time <br />Accommodating *your family. <br />If *you really love me. <br />*You ought to know <br />My family mounded me. <br />What I am todae <br />Is all because they are there. <br /> <br />The world does not revolve around *you <br />As for me <br />The pressure I am going through <br />*You will never be able to understand <br />I am not insulting *you <br />Just stating that <br />*You are not me <br />Please don’t mess around <br /> <br />My mind is confused <br />I am drifting off <br />My dreams indeed still have *you <br />And if *you could understand <br />I have never forgotten *you <br />I really have not. <br />I am just lost… <br /> <br />Cheerio. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110768636914413653?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1107656754481232052005-02-06T10:19:00.000+08:002005-02-06T10:25:54.483+08:00A day without you, <br />Is a day without me, <br />For you make me who I am, <br />And who I want to be. <br /> <br />A day without you, <br />Is a day without light, <br />For you light up my sky, <br />And you light up my life. <br /> <br />A day without you, <br />Is a day without sound, <br />For I open my ears, <br />To hear you around. <br /> <br />A day without you, <br />Is a day without cheer, <br />For you make me smile, <br />And you don't cause a tear. <br /> <br />A day without you, <br />Is a day without sight, <br />For you open my eyes, <br />And make my world bright. <br /> <br />But a day without you, <br />Will never be, <br />Because I trust in you, <br />That you will never hurt me. <br /> <br />And though we may have conflicts, <br />and misunderstandings, <br />My heart is true, <br />Ppl say we can only fall in love once a lifetime, <br />But I fall in love over and over again, <br />everytime I hear your voice, <br />countless of location and time.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110765675448123205?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1107099831084073502005-01-30T23:41:00.000+08:002005-01-30T23:43:51.083+08:00Hey. how good can my life be. <br />Don’t tell me anything anymore. <br />I know. i know your heart. <br />Whad *you are thinking. <br />*You thoughts and feelings <br />I know them all. <br /> <br />I apologise for my absence. <br />But fret not.our hearts still beat as one. <br />Regardless of the day, <br />Regardless of the time. <br />Your face will be in my mind. <br />Bear in mind. <br />I will not forget *you. <br />Unless *you forget me first. <br /> <br />How was my week. <br />It was rather enjoying. <br />New timetable. <br />Had loads of tests and exams. <br />Did not go for the GB meeting. <br />Coz I was sick. <br />Don’t think too much. <br />I am fine. <br /> <br />Wow. <br />Look’s like my diary goes out to one. <br />My doubts are cleared. <br />Seeing is believing. <br />But something worth more of my faith. <br />I trust my heart. <br />My heart tells me *you are true. <br />And I will believe in *you <br /> <br />When I was young. <br />I often wondered. <br />Who is this person <br />I am going to meet <br />Life was as usual. <br />Nothing seemed to change. <br />Now because of that night. <br />My life is not the same. <br /> <br />I left with no regrets. <br />Knowing I used my time well. <br />I had no plans of contacting *you <br />Not even trapping *you at all. <br />Now that I have managed to <br />I really want to thank God for <br />His abounding love that surrounds me <br />Like the waters to the sea <br /> <br />I pray for blessings everyday <br />That I can trust *you more each day <br />The deeper I go <br />Heaven knows <br />Whad I would be doing to myself. <br />And then again. <br />I am still me. <br />Whad would I be <br />If love wasn’t for me <br /> <br />I know *you are there <br />But how would I fair. <br />Your heart needs explanation <br />I need it from your heart <br />I know I can trust *you <br />But still on my part <br />I have my own fears <br />And longing for things <br />So won’t *you just show me <br />What true love really means <br /> <br />Literature. <br />Read and believe it <br />Ask me if *you don’t <br />I placed all my feelings <br />Down on my own <br />Hope *you enjoy it. <br />And know what it holds. <br />Have a good day <br />And Let me so say. <br /> <br />“I know I’m not the same <br /> My life is changed <br /> I wanna be with *you <br /> I wanna be with *you” <br /> <br />Cheerio. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110709983108407350?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1106319164460567842005-01-21T22:16:00.000+08:002005-01-21T22:52:44.460+08:00kae.this week. <br />whad to talk about.i really don't know. <br />whad the heck is wrong with me. <br />i don't know le. <br /> <br />whad is expected of me. <br />whad shud i do.kae. <br />i am sad.i sure am. <br />where are *you when i needed *you most. <br />whad am i to do. <br />my dreams never lack your image. <br />whad about *you. <br />crazy i may seem.i m dying for everything. <br />sharing my love across.is tough though. <br />i am holding on. <br />i know whad *you are expected of. <br />am i really that demanding. <br />so hurt so hurt. <br />i didn't mean anything though. <br />why can't i feel it anymore. <br /> <br />was that night a mistake. <br />Lord was it.am i wrong. <br />*where there is love. <br />i'll be there.* <br />my fault!?!flirtation. <br />whad was i doing.i have lost that self. <br />*i want to close my eyes. <br />then reelise. <br />whads important to me. <br />whad am i suppose to do. <br />why cant i just focus on.my love. <br />whad can i do for *you* <br />wow.that's really me though. <br /> <br />infatuation. <br />whad am i suppose to decide on. <br />lead me on. <br />*when the oceans rise and thunders roar. <br /> i will soar with you above the storm.* <br />show me the way. <br />i am lost. <br />i go happy.crazy a moment. <br />and the next.i m sad.depressed. <br />erm... <br />i am happy now.hEe. <br /> <br />hey.so sorry about that. <br />i know *you are reading. <br />hEe.don't hide. <br />i love *you. <br />the way you are. <br />don't worry. <br />my doubts will be answered. <br />hEe.at this point. <br />i can only think of songs. <br />*i'm the one who wants to. <br /> be with you* <br />whad about you arhz. <br /> <br />yeah.i m doing cheerleading. <br />i am going to run the 4x100m relay. <br />i am doing mass run. <br />yoz.whad am i to do. <br />April 1st.going to be my nightmare. <br />help me.no confidence le larhz. <br /> <br />Lord.i commit everything to you. <br />my relationships. <br />everything. <br />i really want it to last. <br />eternity.forever. <br />bring it on.Lord. <br />I am ready. <br />for anything. <br />the last bit is. <br />whad am i to *you?. <br />leave it to you to answer. <br />i am done.yea. <br /> <br />cheerio. <br />*muacks*<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110631916446056784?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1105880433148899382005-01-16T20:34:00.000+08:002005-01-16T21:00:33.150+08:00hEy.juz this day itself can drive me down. <br />whads wif everyone. <br />i just got to keep quiet. <br />everything just pass me by <br />everything.the old goes. <br />the new yet inhospitable feeling comes. <br />have never got tyme to point at anione. <br />cos' if there is anyone i should blame. <br />it's myself. <br />i brought it to myself. <br /> <br />my life walked straight. <br />for once. <br />God gave me all his blessings. <br />my fear of challenging myself. <br />doubts and contradiction overcome me. <br />my life once controlled. <br />my world goes round because there is sumone. <br /> <br />have i thought of death. <br />of course.but that's my final resolution. <br />all by means to say. <br />it will neva happen. <br />now that there is sth worth waiting for. <br />whad am i doing all this for. <br />my hope of tmr still exist. <br /> <br />Y do blogs always sound so dreary. <br />i am happy alright. <br />the relationship i wished and waited. <br />knocked on my door just after one night. <br />Am i elated. <br />dats of no doubt. <br />but. <br />*ying wei yong you. <br />cai hai pa shi qu.* <br />whad is it to mi anyway. <br />i am scared.dreaded of the worst. <br />but don't really want. <br />put my whole heart into this relationship. <br />no joke man.it's almost impossible. <br /> <br />i am scared the deeper i go. <br />the more hurt i will feel in the end. <br />but the more i hope i dun. <br />the more i do. <br />whad more can i ask. <br />i have no right over anyone. <br />to have a life time thing. <br />Lord.i am still pessimistic. <br /> <br />my life seen more light than ever before. <br />compared to any other else. <br />to my attitude. <br />i am reali not me. <br />my feeling goes deeper. <br />i can't control myself. <br />maybe he really has much attraction. <br />like magnets. <br />i am attracted to a permanent magnet. <br />my first or my last. <br />how to decide. <br />my plans and fears. <br />hopefully. <br />will be gone wif the wind. <br />will fate leave me on. <br />will you be there. <br /> <br />*hold me in your arms. <br /> never let me go. <br /> i want to spend eternity with you* <br /> <br />takkair.my love. <br />cheerio. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110588043314889938?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1105257405145629022005-01-09T14:51:00.000+08:002005-01-09T15:56:45.146+08:002005.came in such a scurry. <br />what m i left wif. <br />tears from deep down. <br />but voices ring.tongues wag. <br />even my close relative don't trust mi. <br />she would rather ask outsiders dan cum straight to mi. <br />is this whad faith is all about?. <br />plz practise whad u preach. <br />or there is no need to believe. <br /> <br />my les thinking has left mi long ago. <br />i noe we were nt meant to be. <br />i noe i need nt rely on anione. <br />especially if it's against God's will. <br />my days haf nt been happi since. <br />now.God blesses mi in every way. <br />i m thankful for that even so. <br />God's promises neva fail for mi. <br />i prayed for the relationship. <br />God granted mi every chance. <br />he answered my every prayer since. <br />he granted me things i can neva repay him for dat. <br />blogging for mi has neva been a subject <br /> <br />maybe coz i m too bz in dis luv life. <br />my luv life. <br />oh no.its nt mine. <br />i juz need to pray. <br />God will do everything else. <br />my enjoyment of luv life. <br />is sumhow ever been distracted by jie. <br />n stuff in skool. <br />juz trying to squeeze mi hard. <br />grab my every hope n drain mi out. <br />juz hope i can start my life sfresh. <br />n continue my life full. <br /> <br />cheerio.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-110525740514562902?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1098369328176284812004-10-21T22:21:00.000+08:002004-10-21T22:50:16.380+08:00another dae it is todae. <br />onli more boring dan ever. <br />failures cum n go. <br />bt fer mi.it has been two. <br />wads wrong wif mi. <br />i can no longer control my temper. <br />average score is low like anitin. <br />cant get quite far too aniwae. <br /> <br />first its singing competition. <br />mondae.if nt for last minute arrangements. <br />we could haf sung a little bit beta. <br />n nt get all the "nice" comments from ppl. <br />so tiring for mi. <br /> <br />tuesdae is the release of results. <br />did quite badly. <br />but didn fail. <br />didn meet my expectation. <br />m juz gonna follow jie's footsteps. <br />how.wad m i to do. <br /> <br />yesterdae.netball like shit. <br />my class is juz so selfish. <br />dey try to do everything to their likin. <br />wads wrong man. <br />dey all want to be in the same group. <br />united man.how nice. <br />twenty ppl.ten nt veh good. <br />dun tell mi abi is in our group. <br />i juz hate the sound of dat. <br />team 1 took all the good players. <br />leavin us to clear off another failure. <br /> <br />after dat. we went to e. hall for chapel. <br />had sum homosexuality talk. <br />den we were juz plaein all the way at the back. <br />den went j8 wif audrey.marie.daphne.hui zi <br />den hui zi fell so badly n all. <br />blood so badly dripping down. <br />so cleaned her wound n all. <br />den we headed home. <br /> <br />todae.had sum stoopid talk on career stuff. <br />both organisatons were so damn boring. <br />i wld rather haf exams dis wae. <br />its so *yawn* boooring. <br /> <br />keep thinking sumone wants to tell mi sumtin. <br />bt what is it. <br />her lips remain sealed. <br />is it my question. <br />or dere is reali nutin between us at all. <br />whads wif mi. <br />*sighs* <br /> <br />cheerio. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109836932817628481?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1096733597733116752004-10-02T23:41:00.000+08:002004-10-03T00:13:17.733+08:00wads wif everyone. <br />they are sucking like nobody's business. <br />wadda hell lolz. <br />jane.ner.everyone. <br />whu shld i believe?. <br />i m puzzled. <br />i m so firm on my stand. <br />n all of jane's lies and stuff make mi shake. <br />unbelievable bt true. <br /> <br />wad happened?. <br />i also want to noe it myself. <br />cant figure out.neva want to. <br />nerizza arhz. <br />all started frm her lolz. <br />now dun even haf the mood to blog n stuff. <br />y muz everyone lyke nerizza. <br />make until i so irritated. <br />even for rachel lim. nt too gd too. <br /> <br />it's reali no big deal. <br />afta i n ner quarreled. <br />she apologised. <br />i felt beta. <br />den more things came n arouse. <br />n peeps became jealous. <br />i told ner to tok to mi dat dae. <br />hannah walked past. <br />she was damn jealous n stuff. <br />wad kan i sae. <br /> <br />den heard ner "proposed" to rachel. <br />muawawawahahahaha. <br />dats smth nice. <br />kae.aniwae. <br />cheryl apparentli lurves ner too. <br />jealous n stuff. <br />told jane everything bout it. <br /> <br />jane stared n glared at mi. <br />tiao mi to.like she is pissed. <br />cheryl told jane she dun lyke mi. <br />i mean.so.?. <br />dat ass jane.stare all the tyme. <br />she denied. <br />jie approached her. <br />she gave her damn attitude. <br />sharon also dun like her. <br /> <br />thurs she apologised to mi. <br />which i tink is veh fake. <br />rather.damn fake. <br />for sum reason. <br />she muz be so damn untrustworthy. <br />so sway. alwaes meet her on the bus. <br />see her stoopid face. <br />ytd she still cum n sit nxt to mi. <br />to tok to mi bout the thingy. <br />n all dat denial. <br />sick man.wad kan i sae. <br />bunch of idiots. <br /> <br />dey shouted at mi on wed larhz. <br />sae i thick-skinned n all. <br />shameless n all.she n rach chng. <br />ass.i wun 54gif them wan larhz. <br />juz coz jie's here. <br />dey dun dare do anitin. <br />wadda hell larhz. <br />cant stand it. <br />wun 4get it. <br />n i m nt 4giving jane. <br />i neva will. <br />cheerio. <br /> <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109673359773311675?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1095695735407813002004-09-20T23:43:00.000+08:002004-09-20T23:55:35.406+08:00wads the prob wif the world man. <br />so ass wan. <br />get punished den so ashamed. <br />i dun gif a damn if u guys get punished. <br />innocent so wad. <br />whu will believe u is impt. <br />u ass.u guys reali suck. <br />trying to outcast ur seniors. <br />dream on brothers. <br />going against the will of teachers. <br />dun make it a laughing matter man. <br />innocent is wad cums out frm ur mouth. <br />nt smth dat ppl believe. <br /> <br />how do u expect sumone to believe u. <br />when u dun tell dem the story. <br />ur attack of the teachers. <br />has no head or no tail. <br />in other words.nerizza. <br />n the bunch of idiots. <br />trying to cover up smth. <br />dunno how to tell the teachers. <br />wads the morale behind it. <br />sophistication isn enuff. <br /> <br />my quarrel wif ppl like u. <br />is neva ever ending. <br />i alreadi apologised. <br />if u guys r so thick skinned. <br />i m speechless. <br />y muz u all get so farked up. <br />its no big deal. <br />provided i tink dat ur face is more impt. <br /> <br />if dere is reali nutin. <br />den y bother to shut up. <br />behind dat complicated story of urs. <br />dere def is smth. <br />or rather.nutin. <br />trying to make smth out of nutin. <br />in other words. <br />i tink u guys deserve it. <br />y bother shutting up. <br /> <br />dun sae i m ruthless in speech. <br />i speak to the one whu deserves it. <br />u haf done smth. <br />bt haf no guts to admit. <br />excuse mi. <br />ur tears wun tell anitin. <br />except.dat u r guilty. <br />i m so pissed off. <br />if u r angry wif the teachers. <br />plz aim ur target. <br />den fire. <br /> <br />i m so sick now. <br /> <br />time out. <br /> <br />cheerio. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109569573540781300?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1094913188959983762004-09-11T22:17:00.000+08:002004-09-11T22:33:08.960+08:00man m i going mad man. <br />haiz.sad.depressed. <br />wad more can i sae. <br />the world is unfair.cruel.cold <br />wad cums in the end doesn matter. <br />its the process dat matters. <br />bt the process long n tiring. <br />bitter.cold hard. <br />wad more can i ask man. <br /> <br />dis holidae is reali like wasted. <br />bt thurs went to watch cinderella story. <br />now i reali noe wads entertainment for. <br />to lift u up when u r tied down. <br />to stressful stuff.or other things. <br />i m reali being open-minded. <br />wad m i to sae. <br /> <br />how cold can the world be. <br />i m reali closing my eyes. <br />i m dao-ing everyone. <br />man.ppl reali back stab. <br />wad is dis man.i cant stand it. <br />wads wrg wif being outspoken. <br />i luff being liddat.so.does it reali matter. <br />i hate ppl.its my freedom. <br />dun hafta restrict my every move. <br />i feel terrible.short of breath.?. <br /> <br />wads this.did well in my test. <br />beta than i expected. <br />i reali m striving.i reali pray for it. <br />self-control knocks on my door. <br />every nite.everyday.it reali will be cool. <br />i dun like act-acts.obviousli.i m nt one. <br /> <br />gt my ear pierced up dere.on tuesdae. <br />fun man.went wif doralin. <br />met ner.went wif chelle.hannah. <br />so bitchy.asshole.farked up. <br />juz be less detailed. <br />i want tyme alone. <br />i love to be self-controlled now. <br />got it.love it.want it.jet it. <br />cheerio.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109491318895998376?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1094310007648050372004-09-04T22:33:00.000+08:002004-09-04T23:00:07.650+08:00hEez. <br />muz keep tellin myself. <br />dun worry.be happy. <br />haiz.wad is dis man. <br />be happy. <br />haiz.dunno how to le. <br />so irritated. <br />ner juz ignored mi. <br />when i told her i was bored. <br />haiz.wads this. <br />left for the start again. <br /> <br />haiz.good things dun last i gues. <br />tuesdae.teacher's dae. <br />cool man.so nice. <br />didn noe sum ppl could dance so nice. <br />dats great lolz.maybe.its life. <br />i sat behind azu n sat beside samantha lim. <br />so farni man.juz laugh out loud. <br />watched the "stepford wives" wif doralin. <br />haha.fun also.dat dae is great lolz. <br />yesterdae last dae of term 3. <br /> <br />i did beta than expected. <br />man m i gonna study hard lolz. <br />muz do well.inspirations plz cum to mi. <br />yea.dese few daes so tired. <br />dark circles all cumin out.for nuts. <br />i m juz gonna blog dat little.no inspiration. <br />onli stares in the air. <br /> <br />juz dat de few irritating peeps r irritatin. <br />ppl like JOHANNA,the stoopid horse. <br />i noe she is born in the year of the horse. <br />bt dun need to show an example rite. <br />no one wan to see.still so ass. <br />fuck her man.wadda hell. <br />sleep lolz.scold daphne.asshole. <br />i m juz gonna scold. <br />dun mind my language. <br />she is sum1 u dun wan to meet. <br /> <br />yea.takkair peeps. <br />i m gonna study hard. <br />try my reali best. <br />its gonna work.i m confident. <br />yepz.. <br />cheerio. <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109431000764805037?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1093624785071734142004-08-27T23:43:00.000+08:002004-08-28T00:39:45.070+08:00assembly.ewa came to check us. <br />she is our form teacher.yucks. <br />actuali.okae larhz.nt so bad. <br />dun mind.i m reali easy wif anitin <br />doralin neva wear skool badge n name tag again. <br />den mrs ewa lim ask her to pay money.haha. <br />dun forget lolz..aniwae. <br /> <br />went to skool.rush my wk. <br />sick man.heard dat jasmine is copying mi again! <br />she veh wad lolz.todae draw a monkey. <br />wif jasmine pic.damn farni man.go c go c. <br />yea.rush my wk.sua larhz. <br />jasmine pretend she did loads of work. <br />haiz.juz turned off. <br />didn bother.dey didn tell mi wad to do. <br />by the way.juz go wif the flow. <br />complained to chelle. <br />for once she supported mi lolz. <br />wads wrg.todaes my dae. <br /> <br />mrs ong nt cumin.ms pang took over. <br />wah lao.wads wif her man. <br />go England to burn her brain. <br />den bcum more n more strict. <br />haiz.muz be guai man. <br />so fierce nw.how. <br /> <br />chinese.A1. <br />so hapi man.so miraculous. <br />coz lao shi so biased.nan de. <br />todae gong han n lit test. <br />CANCELLED. <br />wow.shiok man.once in a life tyme. <br />muz reali appreciate it. <br /> <br />todae go lao ren yuan. <br />walked wif doralin.the whole long way. <br />haiz.tired man. <br />ask xuan ni to wait.dunno.butt itchy man. <br />wan to go earlier. <br />down there gort a scary person called Cecilia <br />she is so farni.like a kiddo. <br />afta dat cut out things. <br />learnt how to make a flower. <br />nice man. <br /> <br />doralin went to pierce her ear.third hole. <br />act pai act pai man.wah lao. <br />reali cant stand it.jumping mad lolz. <br />haiz.took 62 back to skool. <br />saw nerizza at the bus stop. <br />msg doralin. <br />she doesn seem dat bit interested at all. <br /> <br />aniwae.took bus wif nerizza. <br />fun man.since its rare. <br />go back so late summore. <br />she took 53 all the way.make mi so guilty. <br />haiz.den make her walk wif mi all the way. <br />to the mrt station there. <br />hEez.farni manz.tok so loud. <br />haiz.den took 410 green also. <br />den her hand anihow hit. <br />itchy fingers.anihow smack ppl. <br />aniwae.i checked ur bag. <br />dunno wad i saw. <br />didn wan to tell in the first place. <br />i m a cheeky gal man. <br />yea.aniwae. <br /> <br />told doralin n hannah. <br />doralin cant be bothered larhz. <br />haiz.she is so locked awa. <br />in johanna's world. <br />hannah.jealous. <br />as usual. <br />told smth i shldn haf said. <br />den kana scolded.haiz. <br /> <br />"do unto others what you have them do to you" <br />lovely. <br />cheerio. <br /> <br /> <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109362478507173414?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1093533133549277472004-08-26T22:53:00.000+08:002004-08-26T23:12:13.550+08:00i mean wad i sae. <br />so dun mind. <br />wadeva i said.no offence. <br />reali.peace. <br />dun wan to make enemies wif anione. <br />maybe i can take back wad i said. <br />i reali dunno wads gort into mi. <br />so plz.take mi as mi.as wad i m. <br />i m tired of acting. <br />i dun wan to be an actress. <br />i lyke whu i wan to. <br />i wan no obstructions. <br />wads wif the world man. <br />i reali wan dis tyme of peace.luff. <br />dats all one can ask. <br />but y isnt it happening. <br /> <br />dis few daes cyberweek. <br />dun feel cyber at all.aniwae. <br />juz wan to luff more. <br />yesh.muz. <br />luff more.be happi. <br />maybe. <br /> <br />shall blog till here. <br />reali.wil blog more sumtyme. <br />juz to express that i m happy enuff. <br />haiz. <br />reali.changed my point of view. <br />maybe cyberweek changed mi. <br />hope tmr will be a dae of fun n laughter only. <br />y nt make it a rule. <br />to be haapy.yea. <br />cheerio. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109353313354927747?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1092822558487812682004-08-18T17:23:00.000+08:002004-08-18T17:49:18.486+08:00so stoopid...how can i man...like sumone my fren likes...so irritating...i m being sucked up b sum stoopid idiots...haiz...played a fool wif nerizza todae...wah lao...so hope she didn noe man...wadda hell...sum stoopid rachel i've seen...wad kind of a person is she man...so idiotic...so qian pian...haiz...wad can i do...lately the sec ones so act bung...act cute...act chio...so irritating lolz...like dey rule the world...for nuts...plz larhz...plz go home n check urself frst lolz...haiz...how frustrating can a person get...so idiotic...one person can reali take more than one can handle...in the walls of my skool...dere will alwaes be a bunch of idiots...so irritated...reali hope nerizza wun get to noe bout it...aniwae...i helping my stoopid fren lolz...i so damn innocent...aniwae...i yesterdae reali angry wif her...wah lao...wad can i sae man...we n her like so damn it fated can...recesses all the same...so irritating...den she todae dao mi lolz...so big deal arhz...haiz...i keep finding excuses for her lolz...nerizza...dunno y shelike vivien...den dao to everyone...wah lao...wad kinda fren are u lolz...so on n off wan...so irritated by u u noe or nort...but so guai sae my sis is cool...good job...to those out dere...i like her...her style...but plz...dun mistaken...i feel for a lot of ppl liddat before kaex...haiz...nutin wrong wif dat okae...she is my junior...so damn impossible...so dun ever even think bout it...haiz...dun like her kae...dun ever ever even think...haiz...i n her notin at all...other than frens larhz...maybe companions..but no more than dat...i m serious..dunno wads happening to mi...so pissed off over so damn it little things..how larhz...wad m i going to do man...haiz...feel so bad...also feel that i dun fit in...so extra...so hate the few ppl in our class...wad are they man...sum bunch of idiots...juz cant stand dem...but thru it...of course tolerence cums along...but it seriously take much more than juz doing it...dats y i think...i dun like nike...dey juz sae...just do it...but...dey dun even do it...its nort dat simple at all...i dare do anitin...bt definitely nort to admit to all the fruits of the sprit...i think i reali dun fit it at all...sorry God...i haf let u down...forgiveness cum wif having the desire to want to change...but dat change will def. take much tyme...much more dan i can handle...heyx...cheerio... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109282255848781268?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1092494389728438242004-08-14T22:13:00.000+08:002004-08-14T22:39:49.726+08:00haiz...todae...so sickening lolz...commanders r alista..francesca..n teresa...wow...so wad lolz...irritating...alwaes do wrongly..gort no spirit...gort nutin at all..ppl juz cum n go liddat...wadda hell..haiz..drill was tough todae..bt i gort to do the timing...so happy...sound so cool...like ppl hafta listen to mi liddat...n the voice is so low...so cool..man...i hafta make my change in point of view of drill alreadi...yupz...ytd...ask jie to take foto of that nerizza den she neva take...so irritated by her...lolz...haiz...wad kind of sis is she..ask her to take...zai san fen fu...she still can forget...she tell mi nerizza is nort wad i think...den dat of course i noe larhz..still nd her to tell mi mehz...dis jie...reali can kill mi...ytd also buy the flowers for dora...she ask mi to go n buy...i n doralin went to buy...n all...wah lao...so sick lolz...todae...went tuition...man tuition is also fun...now the world is so cool all of a sudden...except mi...ahhahahaha...so low self-esteem...muz tink highly of myself...i haf been dao to so many peeps lately...so sorri to those...though dey may nort be reading...so sorri...its reali nort a good week for mi...rather it has nort been a good one...so...yeah...i reali nort so keen on pressing on animore...haiz...sumtymes...patience does the trick...the great plans ahead...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109249438972843824?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1092322886913743272004-08-12T22:53:00.000+08:002004-08-12T23:01:26.913+08:00I feel the heat around me <br />I feel the beat surrounds me <br />Could this be for real, I wonder <br />No need for hesitation <br />It's time for celebration <br />Will this be the night I've waited for <br /> <br />When angels fall in love <br />Heaven knows, does it show, oh <br />If this love, will last for eternity <br />Set me on fire <br /> <br />I believe, I believe in love <br />And like the stars above <br />They shine, let it shine over me <br />Set me free I believe in you <br />And that our love is true <br />Oh I believe, I believe <br /> <br />I see that people dancing <br />Boys and girls romancing <br />They want this to last forever <br /> <br />Cause underneath the moonlight <br />Everything is alright <br />We're reaching our hands up in the air <br /> <br />To where the souls alive <br />Heaven knows, that it shows oh <br />If this love, will last for eternity <br />Set me on fire <br /> <br />I believe, I believe in love <br />And like the stars above <br />They shine, let it shine over me <br />Set me free I believe in you <br />And that our love is true <br />Oh I believe, I believe <br /> <br />How could I doubt, what was meant to be <br />Everything I needed was in front of me <br />Your healing touch, will lift me up in the sky <br /> <br />I believe, I believe in love <br />And like the stars above <br />They shine, let it shine over me <br />Set me free I believe in you <br />And that our love is true <br />Oh I believe, I believe <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109232288691374327?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1092152449864238492004-08-10T23:14:00.001+08:002004-08-10T23:40:49.863+08:00<div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">You are Brown Tiger, who get in touch with others with calm attitude.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">You are both pure and friendly, and have the atmosphere of motherly tenderness.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc66cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;">Your character seem flexible and gentle, but you are actually someone who has their own opinion, and do not like to lose.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#993399;">You are not scared of things. </span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">You can steadily lead life to accomplish your goal.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">You have the big sister sort of character.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc66cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;">People around you may push you to become their leader, but your sense of organizing people and action is not that strong.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#993399;">You are confident, and can put to action with perseverance and guts.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc66cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">You are dedicated to many things.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">You can carry out things calmly and steadily at your own pace.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;">You don't worry about things so much, and possess the talent to combine many factors together to create a new thing.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#993399;">You are well balanced person.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc66cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">Nevertheless, you possess feminine atmosphere and are dependent person.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc66cc;">You lack self-support, and therefore you will be good at working in the back-ground.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#ff99ff;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#cc33cc;">Men are attracted to your mysterious atmosphere, but you tend to be very careful, and not fall in love too easily.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#cc33cc;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#993399;">You are weak on favors, and can not turn them down.</span></div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:Arial;color:#993399;"></span> </div><div align="center"><span style="font-family:arial;color:#ff99ff;">Once married, you will stay at home and be obsessed with children's education.</span></div><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109215244986423849?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1092151920844316922004-08-10T23:14:00.000+08:002004-08-10T23:32:00.843+08:00haiz...so long neva blog alreadi...haiz... found out so much on myself... <br />haiz...dunno true or not...juz believe lolz...haiz...also veh tired liaoz...i think some of the things are so damn true lolz...todae was so angry wif mom...den quieten down,...den prayed for half an hour...den okae... i told God loads of things and i understood loads of things...i ended up answering all my doubts and questions...dere are things i cant stand or dun like...but still...the Lord taught mi to luff others as well...he told mi to pray for them alwaes...thou i dun like them...or even hate them..the Lord asked mi to judge a book by its covers...i learnt a lot man...went jin hua's blog juznow...feel so damn irritated juz now...i think pui ling n her fell ill at the same tyme... i so irritated lolz...fall ill den fall ill larhz...she so sick can...i mean sick in the head...she arhz...alwaes show people attitude...so damn frustrating...dunno wads wrg wif her...she arhz...haiz...ppl keep sayin she is nce n all dat...reality wise...is she or nort?...haiz...i dunno her...dun reali wan to noe her...i think she also dun wan to noe mi...she juz keep....keep on showing that face...dat "du lan" face...sick man...dunno wad cheng jin hua like her bout?...but dats her choice...i cant sae no nut...niwae...tomorrow start skool...yest national dae...so boring...haiz...kaex...dunno wad i m goin to do...dunno whu i m goin to like...dunno if i shld continue to cling on...dunno many many things...i had beta keep my mouth shut...before anitin happens...haiz...sorri to those i have left...still...u will find ur true self...yupz...cheerio... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109215192084431692?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1091631626566691942004-08-04T22:28:00.000+08:002004-08-04T23:00:26.566+08:00haiz...todae another dae....neva reali m interested in blogging...but...read cheryl's blog...happi man...acs(i) won the rugby match...hEe...good arhz...cheryl...wasted trip...haiz...todae..clair n audrey n mi left skool...walk to the prev bus stop to avoid breanna...budden...cheryl came along...den we started to run...so crazy man...run like mad pigs man...siao wan..den go on the bus...den sae wanna sit three in the seat...budden...cheryl took my place...haiz...nth much left to sae...like i said...sum ppl shud not be in dis world...trials are meant to be faced...ppl n frens cum n go...bt wad stays within one's heart can neva go with the wind...learnt dat n m having no regrets totalli.....no regrets...u may nt like the world u r in now...bt in dis life u onli experience everyday once....r u goin to regret them...or live them up..is it the qn i shld ask myself...the obstacle is juz in front of us....it is up to us to fufil our task...our contentment to accomplish it...juz like a maths qn...if the contentment can be felt thru pesperation...y nt...gif it a shot...it may be of veh good use...every obstacle u overcome is a step higher in life...how m i goin to reach the peak...discouragement is nt an attitude for the future...setbacks are expected...failures are bound to arise...bt is hpow u overcome dat matters....its the experience dat adds to all circumstances..frens can leave u...the world may be cold...when u need an encouragement...it first cums frm ueself...den the moral support of others dat pull u thru...my frens can leave mi...i will neva leave myself...luff urself ppl...it will help in ur growth...dun wan to tok bout my ean frens...wad i wan to sae...is dat...no matter how bad u may be towards mi...i will be independent...n learn to follow God's footsteps...seriously...cheerio <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109163162656669194?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1091204563467351802004-07-31T00:04:00.000+08:002004-07-31T00:22:43.466+08:00haiz..tag ppl's blog also sum crazy ppl sae i m whu m i..haiz..idiot..peacock...haiz...she so irritating lolz...anihow sae mi...asshole man...wah lao...pls larhz...dunno dun anihow sae can..so smart pls go Singapore's brainiest larhz...dun be so irritating lolz..i dun even noe wad is her prob lolz...act smart...act chio...act cute...go n die larhz...go round reading ppl's blog for wad...collect information to disturb us arhz...asshole lolz...sick man...dunno y i stay in gb for...haiz...my wonderful dae kana crushed by dat peacock...todae again another dae...a veh irritating wan...breanna gort scolding den dorali kana...wads wrong wif dem man...wah lao...mrs rajah sumtymes help sum ppl bao chou...haiz...juz so terrible lolz...wad can i lean on man...wah lao...the cold world out dere...makes mi so reluctant to find out wads dere...haiz...dunfeel like blogging animore...those close to mi...or haf good fren relationship...try to stay nice...i m goin crazy soon...i m serious...i will or may juz gif up liddat...dats the end man..guys...stay funky...tC..cheerio... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109120456346735180?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1091026165372195612004-07-28T22:30:00.000+08:002004-07-28T22:49:25.373+08:00haiz...todae go to skool...bout late...den like so stoopid...duin sum rubbish n stuff...afta assembly..told doralin goin to dye hair todae n all dat..den again she said she also wan...so irritating lolz...i wan pierce ear..she also wan...iwan dye hair..she also wan...wads exactly her prob man..den..p.e...is becoming more n more boring..haiz..netball..also nt sae veh nice to plae or dat easy to master..budden...we muz learn..summore goin to haf interclass championship..aiyohz..so boring man..how boring can it be..todae chapel..stoopid ash go n sing..she volunteered herself wan lolz...summore is i ownself hear wan can...so bhb...like sum nobody...zao xia lolz...so damn awful...haiz...spent most of the tyme laughing during chapel..so crazy lolz..haiz...d n t...ms kok is alwaes picking on mi..haiz...i didn do anitin can...she ask mi go throw my earstick...haha...budden...i didn reali do it..haiz...den mrs lim took so long to approve things..saw jie practising her dance at the basketball court..haiz...so farni...den go disc center...wadeva dat is...to make my wood a bit more rounder..den end up cutting my finger...actuali i thot its nt pain wan...den ritez...afta a while it started bleeding...den i didn tell ms kok...summore ms kok was using the other machine..juz beside mi..den also didn tell ms rose...also didn tell mrs lim...so quiet...only let it bleed liddat...the cut is rather deep...when i bend my finger..the spilt of the flesh is actuali bout 2mm or so...so deep can...i so scared of the machine...i ask abi help mi do...haiz.. muz thank her manz...den afta d n t...go recess...den go sick bay n all...den put cream..den went to klas...gort chinese test...den my mind was like so blank...den maths...test...den jie went to my klas...den we laughed...ms wong was like so angry...she scolded us...again...jie sae she nort dyeing her hair todae..den okae lolz...pray cell...said loads things bout God...n all dat...den went jie klas to see dem dance...so fast yet...so luan...but it was nice...den went home...i mean came...hEez...yupz...den slp...den do work...so guai man...clayton period tmr marhz...she so nice can...didn do..didn bring also dun hafta hand in the nxt dae...haiz...how nice can she be...so m goin to continue...hEez...God bless my finger...cheerio.. <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109102616537219561?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1090849702420592072004-07-26T21:29:00.000+08:002004-07-26T21:48:22.420+08:00neva blog for quite sum tyme le...m happi dat i didn...sum things cant be said...or m nt reali convienient to...haiz...dun reali noe wad to do aniwae...sick of studying...its beta to blog or do sth dat can reali entertain mi...todae ms ho met us n ask the few peeps to rite the vesper again...all the tyme liddat...plus skool song...so irritated...den rachel veh bu shuang...den i rite for her lolz...haiz...so fun man...rite until and pain...but veh gd exercise for the hand man...so diff to rite coz i rite on the bed...still... completed it...yupz...chia hao left ler...wow...at least i gort back my room...my freedom...how good can dat get...hEez... sound so bad all of a sudden....fridae went out wif the sms....haha...the sms...actuali didn reali go out...walk at j8...until so baored den she went to my hse downstairs...haiz...still so boring...so sorri bout dat gurl...didn reali had de mood to go out...yupz...n den toktok downstairs...den pa saw...haiz...so irritating...jie saw us on the bus...wadda hell...so sway?...upz...haiz...den went to the 24th floor...den tok n tok n tok....till 5 den i went home...wow...saw her run down the stairs...so fast man...i tink she muz be mad...aniwae...its the past...hEe...yupz...tuition on sat...so farni...tuition teacer playing the guitar...n all dat jokes...den came home den went to acs baker...wah lao...their idiot skool...den musical...go n do area cleaning...area cleaning is in a nicer way...actuali its clear bins n all...y muz dey all liddat...we also nt acknowledged also...wads the point man...maybeeeee....ms ho go n volunteer...so idiotic...haiz...den came home at 12...den the nxt dae...early morning...go plmc...wah lao...so tiring...den cum home haf lunch den went tuition...so continuation man...so tired by the tyme i reach home...haiz...watch loads of tv...so whu cares...den todae...ms wong so farni...man...she is getting more n more farni...n entertaining...poke here poke dere...hEez...so cute...aniwae..tmr another start yupz...so...take a step at a tyme...though tmr may be toug...though there r a billion steps to climb...it will alwaes start wif one...n muz of course be a good one...aniwae...will blog sum other tyme yarhz...cheerio.... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109084970242059207?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1090334895127885272004-07-20T22:46:00.000+08:002004-07-20T22:48:15.126+08:00haiz…todae yet another dae…n dat stooped chia hao…juz sux big tyme…whu does he think he is man…if he’s so smart…pls…show himself man…American’s reputation is destroyed by dis stooped idiotic asshole…he can go n die larhz…nt ani beta from a jinx…wadda hell…I dun care if dis blog will affect anione or anibody…he deserves it big tme man…so he tink he is so smart rite…go get a job…n feed ur Jessica nw lahz…since he likes her…she likes him…den…go ahead larhz…dun hafta tell mi anitin…qi like anitin now…so idiotic…dat tyme in December onli had to bear him for one dae…now…its more than juz five daes okae…dis uncle Justin also…sae he like dragon food last tyme den n…papa buy for him the dragon fruit…den he sae gort no taste n all dat…wads the prob man…pls…make up ur mind…n dat stooped ass…yesterdae…made mi cry…still can cum out n pretend dat nth happened…so fake…sux big tyme…haiz…he pretends all the tyme…idiot…asshole…onli noe how to boot lick…pls go see urself in the mirror horhz…dun bother mi larhz…juz a in my neck…now I blog also muz block it from him…wads his prob…sick…Americans…wad r dey man…I dun tink I’ll ever like them in sum way or another…ans back…deaf…idiot…how far can he go…deaf also good thing…I blog is to vent all my anger…I make sure he get it twice as hard…he sae meimei gort no figure n all…like he haf lolz…den he said…like I haf…haiz…stoopid larhz…dey r leavingon thurs…isn’t dat gd…wow…cant wait for them to leave…so I can back my room back…and I dun haf to see his stoopid face…like anione wld care…he is juz like his father…poor Jessica…I m reali sori for her man…I mean my future cousin-in-law…haiz…poor thing man…I wun tok bout it anymore…dis fridae goin out wif sumone…yupz…den todae photo taking…didn go for gb wan…dun intend or didn intended to…I hate gb man…no offence…bt I hate it…to the core…for heaven sake…breanna also…my house gort lotsa probs already…yet she still add…jasmine is no where beta…curry flavouring n all dat…I dun mind speaking my mind…for God knows wad I m thinking…yesh…dats all ppl…so short yet so rush…haiz…cheerio… <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-109033489512788527?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1089987699196653262004-07-16T22:11:00.000+08:002004-07-16T22:21:39.196+08:00hEe...alwaes liddat wan...alwaes forget to blog...aniwae...dere's nt much to blog actuali...nw like muz re-cap n stuff...on wed nitez...veh sick ...den feverish...den nausea...den wan to die liddat...bt still okae lehz...yupz...den yesterdae...went to skool...nth special...den is like i saw the same person bout four times yesterdae...den is like so stoopid...too fated man...haiz...den she told mi loads of things n stuff...didn tell mi cant tell jie...so i juz tell lolz...den kana scolded by her todae...so terrible man...haiz...jie sae my blog too long n all...if u ppl gort patience rite...den it will nt be a topic of conversation...haiz...juz wanna prove her wrg...yupz...den she told mi too much things...i told jie...coz jie noe sth sth btw her n mi?..siaoz...wad m i thinking...so stoopid...now i also bonkers...aniwae...took bus wif clair...den she gort nth beta to sae man...my sis fren...of course i smile to her larhz...den black face...wanna die wanna die wan arhz...haiz...clair arhz...aniwae...clair thot i crush her...for heavens' sake...like it wil ever even happen...i tink clair too suspicious for nth summore...haiz...cant blame her...she is liddat...she n her serene nt over yet....yupz...den todae...kana asked...kana scolded...wah lao...todae swae...man...stoopid dae...haiz...scolded by so many ppl...tiaoded...bt bygones r bygones...i shld forget it n nt think so much...yupz...so three daes in one...3 in 1...dats nice...enuff lolz...so take care peeps...cheerio... <br /><div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108998769919665326?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1089729053906723432004-07-13T22:03:00.000+08:002004-07-13T22:30:53.906+08:00yesterdae didn blog at all...haiz...yesterdae...gb dae...wear uniform...so damn the ugly can...haiz...no comments...gb sux big tyme...bt i haf no stand of voice...haiz...c ppl walking pass my eyes...so tiring man...Sharon.heather.grace were in front of mi...bt dunno it was mi...dats nice...haiz...after dey found out...den dey laugh...mad wan...veh farni mehz...huh...went to klas...gt back the stoopid eng results...also sux big tyme...den didn do pe...haha...so gd man...sing n sing...play n play...geog...mrs cumar asked us qns n...all the gb gurls answered...haiz...dats de great spirit...muz admit...proved wrong down here...haiz...after skool...ms koh ask us go to tt area...to rite vesper n skool song...rachel...direct copy can...haiz...sum more from the pri skool...haiz...so sad for her...the whole thing was so stoopid...juz lame...pure lame...went to macs wif dora n all dat...haiz...the cotton candy make until my tongue all pink...haiz...sth's reali wrong wif mi man...den todae...chinese...go com lab...all the com all like wad liddat...bt stil...i could do it myself...n gt quite a great score...dats nice...eng...second part...lucky pass man...haiz...if nt...die...a terrible death...bio cum chem test todae...bio like so easy...chem...so damn difficult...ms wong todae...came especially early...wanted to go slack in the toilet...bt she came...stil i went to the toilet wif mich...haiz...muz sneak out wan...she go n rite on a stoopid paper...stating her permission n all dat...den mich went out first...den i sneak from behind n ran across the class...i tink ms wong muz be blind...i seak back also she neva see wan...summore when i come back...she was teaching...n she asked mi to sit properly...i tink she mad...i ran back to my seat...of course leg neva put in larhz...haiz...helpless...hopeless...afta skool...went dnt room...mrs lim menopause or sth...she scolded us like nobody;'s business...hope genevieve dun take it to heart...my design approved...bt coz of mrs lim's contradiction...i tmr dun nd to do anitin...haiz...she arhz...also let mi escape from washing car...it rained aniwae,...went j8...den went home...haiz...so boring...aniwae...tmr will be a beta wan...at least...i hope so...so until den God bless...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108972905390672343?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1089473386038633082004-07-10T22:56:00.000+08:002004-07-10T23:29:46.036+08:00haiz...so long neva blog liao...even cumin up to dis page also took quite a long tyme...haiz...juz in the past week or so...many little things n major things happen...one of the major thing is dat mummy went for operation...n i saw dat she was in such pain...so sad...cried too...but ....facts r meant to be accepted...isnt it...wad a thing to sae...hEez...haiz...jia hao came dat nite was quite fun larhz...but den de nxt dae was jie chinese oral...den she slept quite late...bt i gues she stil could cope...dats her...she slept four hours aniwae...wads the diff...haiz...aniwae...chia hao...veh violent...in summary...he is veh rough...for the past few daes...he kept hitting n beating...n showing off...he thinks he is smart...thou he is reali smart...stil he has to keep a low profile ritez...wad da hell...how can he praise himself...self praise is no praise...y cant he understand n noe dat...so buay hiao bai....haiz...he is quite interesting larhz...he told mi he gort a gf...haha...so farni...his parents dunno...n when his father was toking bout bgr...he so paiseh man...wow...blushing like crazy...haha...dunno wad...chia hao cum to singapore neva tell his gf...so farni man...nvm...but now dey r in sarawak...prob...nt enjoying themselves...coz dey all haf skool...n dis stoopid norman...go n cancel the internet thingy...wanna act guai kia...haiz...dunno larhz...dun wanna bother...meimei...dunno if chia hao said it rite or wad...he said meimei sae bad things...sth like i didn tell her wad i n chia hao said bout jessica...den she angry...man...wad has it gort to do wif her...she so kpo...dun wan to mind her own business...wadda hell...she nutin beta to do mehz...still cum n disturb mi..tell yiyi all the bad things bout mi den she can win le...wads the point man...so crafty...meimei arhz...said much bad things bout mi n all dat...yiyi also...she keep using dat weird eye to look at mi...i didn do anitin... she muz haf mistaken...y cant she juz ask mi personally...she is my aunty...wad she ask...i sure will ans wan lolz...aniwae...mum promised to let mi try contact lenses n pa prom a hp...dats so nice...todae ask...todae promised...so nice ritez...haiz...its so boring...mondae wil be gb dae...n tues...wash car dae...so stoopid can...nvm...loads of things happened...dats all i can sae...todae tuition...had to sit wif dis boy...but wads the big diff...nutin happened to mi aniwae...i dun hafta sae anitin...haiz...jie gort tell mi heather like mi b4...so mad kan...i dun believe kan...bt den she also gif mi dis weird glare...maybe den...i still hafta believe...like yesterdae...offered the pokky to sharon...den she also wan...haiz...n all dat...its the same...den she dropped one...den it broke...den i like pick up the bits...she so suprised?...mad wan...WITS teach us to be liddat...yao zhuo hao gong ming noe...haiz...den todae saw her...den waved...haiz...acceptable ritez...aniwae...she like everyone b4...nt suprising at all...den the WITS...haiz...stoopid chung cheng high...skool like temple liddat...haiz...dey won coz dey host it...it muz be liddat...if nt...how can...nt possible...dey so crap...wad agents fall in...dunno wad larhz....aniwae...i cant be bothered...its over...n it took up alot of my precious tyme...i dun wanna noe anitin animore...will patch up all i haf missed sum dae...wrote too much alreadi...so dats all i hafta sae...God bless everyone...lurve thy enemies as thy self...muz learn from dat...so buaiz...until nxt tyme...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108947338603863308?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1088766103409212202004-07-02T18:45:00.000+08:002004-07-02T19:01:43.410+08:00todae was youth dae celebration...as usual...jie took her sweet tymr n i had to ask papa to fetch us to skool...gort scolded by mummy...haiz...dis jie...my 20 marks also bu yi er fei le...all her fault...alwaes liddat wan...haiz...bout youth dae..actuali quite boring...compared to last yr...its far much worse...bt its okae...dunno...actuali i noe...everytyme gort teacher's day celebration...or ani other celebration...i also will feel veh sad n bad...dunno bout wad...but juz feel liddat...sth wrg wif mi...haiz...mich larhz...all her fault also...n breanna also...spoil my youth dae man...so irritated wif them man...wads wrg wif dem...michelle go n call ms ang bitch...dunno y...i so angry wif her...den spoil my dae le...den didn tok to her for a while only...n tiao her a couple of tymes...she veh wad wan lehz...haiz...nth to do...haiz...dunno y angry so fast okae...wah lao...i cried lolz...reali wads wrg wif mi...i also dunno it myself...sing the theme song and if we hold on together...nt veh enthu...rather mei you xin...haiz...all coz of whu?...michelle ng...u shld jian tao...b4 u call ppl a bitch...it is so terrible...wad if i sae ur fann wong is a bitch...i dun tink u will like it at all...it doesn mean dat she scold u den u muz hate her n call her a bitch...u shld think if u r dat gd in the 1st place...nobody is perfect...so dun despise ppl...woithout first toking bout urself...yea...dats all i wanna sae...n i didn see her...or made sure she didn c mi...kae...juz hope uncle justin they all cum tonite dat tyme wun make mi unhappy...i cant take it animore...reali i cant...so dats all folks...tune in tmr?...maybe...n take care...bao zhong...haha...hEe...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108876610340921220?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1088695489154954282004-07-01T23:08:00.000+08:002004-07-01T23:24:49.153+08:00todae...another normal like anitin dae...yupz...y do i keep seeing her...haiz...dun wan to tok bout her...dun wan to care bout anitin...i m individuality u noe...todae i guess quite fun ba...like assembly outside classroom again...n den spot check...so stoopid...haha...ask xiujuan to cut if nt tie her hair...haha...how can...maybe she should realli try...haiz...todae was such a short dae for mi...keep goin to the com lab...n dis stoopid sumbodi...go n die...she can be the death of mi...most of the tyme attracting attention...n my class happen to haf many of this ppl...haiz...i gues i dunnit to sae also ppl will noe...my deep hatred within...haha...man...be cool...muz noe how to control my feelings...haiz...my newspaper thingy...can 4get bout gettin the 20 marks for CA...all coz of jie...haiz...she kope every single cent...haiz...she's seriously irritating...so idiot...now my chinese dying le...paper muz do veh well den can...haiz...n eunice arhz...dun use such lang in ur blog horhz...hEe...its all for ur own gd...kae...dun feel like crappin or want to crap...juz hope...tmr...i wun be so embarrased to c moumou...yest....tmr youth dae celebration also...wow...goin to be so fun...coz tmr nite uncle justin cumin...at least dey smart...dun go yiyi hse...n leave us all so alone n lonely...bu kui shi doctor n nurse...nt bad arhz...kae...jiang wan le...hope dat tmr will also be a nice n fun dae...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108869548915495428?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1088592871481600042004-06-30T18:40:00.000+08:002004-06-30T18:54:31.480+08:00todae...again...yesterdae blog finish liao...den so many things happen...haiz...so irritated...afta blogging...jie ask mi to go down to play badminton wif her...afta dat i tripped and did a clean split...wah lao...so painful can...neva gonna wear de slippers to play ever again...gymnastics so tough...no wonder i never go b4...haiz...nt onli dat can...yesterdae nite afta 10...whole of Singapore massive blackout...so farni wan...blackout practicalli everywhere...siao wan...power failure n all...den took jie's fone out to play and find the other torch...also took out the candle and play...aiyahz...so fun man...my hse powers came on afta sum tyme...n all the fun disappeared liaoz...so sad can...pa went to my room at first to cool down...den slept down there...snoring away...so noisy can...jie also...dey two like competing liddat...c whu louder...think i dunno...woke up slightly late dis morning...n again...jie took her own sweet tyme...bt we took the same bus like yesterdae...so its still okae...assembly took outside the class...and for p.e...we did the britney spears dance wif 4b1...so farni n cool lolz...afta go chapel late...den go dnt n joke joke...laugh laugh wif ms kok...she's nice okae...2b1 muz noe dat...recess...den chinese zuo wen...haiz...didn bring my book...mind so blank...how to rite...i onli rite one line...stoopid...lao shi again gort sae mi...haiz...afta dat is ms wong...haha...she is foreva so farni...bt for the rest of the week?...dere will be no more ms wong...heard dat Uncle justin is cumin and hafta clear my room...haha...so sick...i hate clearing...bt nvm...i'll do it...n be sporting yarhz...dats all i guess...todae will be history soon...tomorrow a desting...hold on...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108859287148160004?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1088506643057406532004-06-29T18:43:00.000+08:002004-06-29T18:57:23.056+08:00todae...the second dae of skool...todae go to skool a bit the rush...coz jie purposely wake up late and take her sweet tyme...dunno wad fashion show she is going to...juz took so long to prepare...todae gort the anti-drug badge...den when jacobs was toking...it drizzled...hEe...no freedom of speech for her...dats great...hEe...den chinese lesson...lao shi keep on saying mi...y is she so irritating...wow...so buzzy...n start toking bout BGR...den all the girls juz so interested...i dun tink i even wanna noe...bt dey get so excited so easily...my newspaper still haven do yet...bt lao shi neva even ask mi at all...so...y shld i care?...afta recess...ms Sem's lesson...cant stand the way she toks...bt actuali wad she said is relavant...juz her voice and slang make mi so uncomfortable...yest...n den it was Cumar's lesson...her lesson was suppose to be boring...bt i hear until very interesting...at least she gort smile at us...nt joking...bt juz for the fun of it...she is okae lolz...i todae juz saw so many sleepy faces...y arhz...i find she is terribly okae...and fine...haiz...all the sleepy heads...i hope i hear...will help in my geog...bt logically speaking...it will...n is suppose to be...my geog taught by ms lim last yr was a total failure...i juz pass...if nt fail...so pathetic...Mrs Cumar teach also dun nd txtbk wan...she like memorise everything liaoz...all at her fingertips...haiz...dats call experience...Cumar let us watch video n den she left early...she actuali very nice wan...juz monotone...dats all...ms wong came late...like usual...bt she let us off...she sae we do our work...den she said bye-bye...haiz...another nice teacher...wads wrong wif mi...aniwae...dats bout all i hafta sae...n for todae...juz hope tomorrow is a new start...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108850664305740653?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1088411230377634062004-06-28T16:09:00.000+08:002004-06-28T16:27:10.376+08:00todae is the first dae of skool...so many new teachers...n sum irritating ones...assembly dat tyme...Mrs Lee had a very long speech of her own...so boring can...den intro of new teachers...i went to skool a little late...juz noe dat ms gan ask the skool to keep quiet coz...sec 2 keep silence?...haiz...dats the trouble wif being late...dun even noe anitin...den go back to klas...neva do my newspaper cutting coz...jie neva order the xing qi wu zhou bao...haiz...wadda hell...nvm...if lao shi ask juz sae dat i didn order lolz...wad can she do...todae...pe did netball...so sick...haiz...juz like basketball wad...wads the diff...i dun getit...i tink i saw su den didn throw the ball...later kana malluated...ball also dunno how to throw into the net...den gort cumarmar lesson...wow...bored man...but still gortta hang on...tough rite...so boring...environment thingy and all dat...enough to make mi sleep...moreover...geog not gd...also alwaes dun listen in klas...wad can i do...eng compo neva do also...haiz...neva get scolded but muz hand in tmr...so stoopid...den it was bio...wow...sum YY Sem came to our klas...strict regulations n rulez...she is so irritating...wan us not to roll our eyeballs...wanna control our life man...eyes also nd her permission to roll...her spelling sux big tyme also...tomorrow also can spell until tommorrow...sum more rite on the bored...even pick sum cleaners to clean the board for her...so sick...her sentences gort alot of Ts also...yest classt...den go sci lab to watch video...apparently ms Sem dunno how to get it to work...but still watch aniwae...afta lab..went to c ms kok...tok to her bout ms wong g.l....den she sae she can gif us free tuition n all dat...yupz...she's nice...once u noe her...den took bus...went to macs...toktok wif dora...den went home...here i m...pa's at home n all dat...but gort loads to do...homework n more...sleep liaoz...so dats all bout so...and all i hafta sae...cheerio...<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108841123037763406?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-7451313.post-1088327614736875862004-06-27T17:04:00.000+08:002004-06-27T17:13:34.736+08:00heyx...juz gort my blog todae...yupz...todae went to church and was damn late...coz my dad's car tyre punctured...coz one long screw was stucked inside...haiz..at least i gort to buy sth...ying huo de fu...yea...in church..den sat beside dis man...n i tink the son walk out dat tyme...knock my knee twice...qi gek...but nvm...todae cum back from church dat tyme den my dad knocked sumbody's car...haiz..he and his kopi-o license...den he drive off...when he fetch mi to tuition..den i heard he told his friend bout it...haiz...afta dat...he and uncle peng leong went to tuition teacher's hse to fetch us...dey were toking bout the fasting thingy...den i asked my dad if i could do the daniel fast...hEe...uncle peng leong sae it's quite good...not bad arhz...den my dad said wanna ask my mum first...haiz...now back at home...wif the help of my sis...made dis blog...quite fun arhz...yea...gort all dat down...cheerio... <div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/7451313-108832761473687586?l=glazing-stars.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>i am on cloud nine..http://www.blogger.com/profile/05148392257572469346noreply@blogger.com0